Who am I…

The one who challenges, who encourages and cheers on everyone’s inner spark, a guide, a seeker, with an insatiable thirst to keep learning and evolving. I am a Total well-being coach, a Primordial sound meditation teacher, and an Ayurveda instructor. Sorry no Ferraris, meditating in a cave or story of me becoming a nun for a year, here.

From a young age I was a starry eyed dreamer and had a curious sensitive nature, I didn’t know who I was or how I fitted in. Born in India and brought up in Australia, I moved across states and countries throughout my childhood. I’ve studied in the romantic pink city of Jaipur in a palace with resplendent peacocks, the blue city of Jodhpur with nuns in habits, a country school with kangaroos and sheep in the paddocks, and graduated high school in front of the sphinx in Egypt. With countless journeys since, from the artic circle to deep sea diving with turtles. I have changed my working avatar several times working in industries like jewellery, fashion, media, retail, health and education. I’ve been a salesgirl to a School Director. I have a degree in Marketing & Management, and one in Education.

Fast forward to the sunset of my thirties and my lifelong habit of meditating stopped when I lost two of the pillars to my world in close succession of each other, my work life was becoming a constant source of stress and I didn’t feel loved or attractive, I felt alone. I had meditated since I was 16, but suddenly I couldn’t bear to have a minute of silence or stillness because I would have to think and feel. I couldn’t stop working, doing, be alone or shut my eyes to sleep, that’s where the loss and pain lay in wait. I became a master of avoiding my pain, discomfort and fear, avoiding anything unpleasant. In that constricted state of mind, I avoided anything remotely introspective for two years. Ruining my health, straining my relationships and withdrawing from life, just functioning on auto pilot. I was present but an empty shell. Lockdown had me locked in, there was nowhere else to go but inwards. Something had to change, I had been skirting around meditation, consciousness, and spirituality for years, while seeking answers a trajectory of synchronicities lead me to Chopra and becoming a well-being coach. I found my way back to meditation through Primordial sound Meditation, I found wholeness and I came back to myself. I came home.

It started with the simple question “Who are you?” who am I without my Job title….I am a mother, a daughter, a wife, an aunt, a granddaughter, a sister….but these are labels and titles too, so shedding those who am I? I couldn’t answer…I didn’t even know where to start anymore I had become so lost in all my roles. I felt dissolved there was no me. I couldn’t even answer a simple question like “what did I want?” Not for anyone but for me…I didn’t know, when did this even begin and if I tried to answer from a time before I had those roles, that girl was no longer me.

Now in the decade I love where I feel the most clear, alive, vibrant, and unabashedly whole, I am a woman who has rebuilt herself piece by piece and found her way back to her joy, found her purpose and her voice. I am a woman who can easily treat the word No as a full sentence. I know who I am, what I want and to give myself permission to take it. I am the best version of me, and I’m ready to help you unlock the best version of you. Are you ready?